Entry 3 - The Week That Never Ends

February 4, 2026

Maybe I'm experiencing some variation of jet lag that comes after taking an impromptu break from school for a week, but this week has felt like FOREVER. Somehow it's only Wednesday but Monday felt like it was 5 years ago. Seriously I haven't had a week feel this long since I got on medication. Tomorrow is BPA, good heavens. Boy, am I excited to sweat my ass off in a casino!!

It has just come to my attention that the people that are reading this most likely do not know what BPA is, so let me give you the rundown. Business Professionals of America is basically this organization that's supposed to help you become a better businessperson, through presentation skills and just general skills in different trade areas. These skills are demonstrated through various competitions. For example, since I'm interested in graphic design(and happen to exist in the vicinity of the BPA cult), I'm doing the Graphic Design Promotion competition where I make a few designs and present them to a panel of judges.

Now, this kind of thing causes a conflict within myself. On one hand, my autistic ass thinks all of this is stupid and doesn't want to be apart of the system because it's a bunch of poppycock. However, on the other, I like it because it forces me to do something new that I wouldn't have done otherwise. But, again, there is a voice within me that tells me this is all stupid and I tend to agree with it. If there were ever a CTSO that could be described as "kafkaesque," BPA would be it.

On other notes... Tomorrow I am also making dinner for my family! I decided that I'm going to make the fettuccine alfredo I made a while ago because I don't have it in me to do anything new. It's getting late and I need to take a shower still... When I make my dinner I will make a post to the Food Journal tab on the navigation! This is all so new and exciting HOORAY!! Anyways... I should be going! Have yourself a fine evening.

~ Lane, 8:59 P.M.